adam scowls, lips twisting bitterly as he stared up at the older male. he’s never taken being told what to do well, and the fact that it’s some guy claiming to be his brother doing it? somehow that just makes it feel ten times worse.
❛ why? ❜
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’ why ? ’
he assumes this is what breaking out that santa claus isn’t real to children must feel like. ( since what mundane person has ever been put in the position of laying down their resurrected half brother’s mother’s death to him ?) although not slouched in a mount of fondness for the boy, mostly due to dean’s general reluctance to knot his ties with family through blood alone, he isn’t of a black heart, unbend able at the sight of a mustering anger && a sparkling glisten of h o p e. in this moment, he completely LOATHES his task.
“all things considered, i’ll take my chances. judging by your reaction, you ｗｏｕｌｄｎ＇ｔ be interested in pulling some long winded henry & ottis shtick so that leaves the helper. do you know or not because if not, this is wasting your time just as much as it is mine.”
he knew he probably shouldn’t leave the reason for his question to the imagination but in all honesty, it was a little embarrassing (& even harder to explain ). tripping, falling & breaking his nose on a coffee table was bad enough, but having to explain his lack of a broken nose was simply too much. he supposed he could say it was a friend that had fallen, but he never had been one for lies.
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wouldn’t he, truly ? admittedly ; dean never labeled himself as a hero or anything sharing similarities with the guidebook of being a SAVIOR, but he still likes to believe that he is traipsing in wars against all forms of evil, side-kicking someone in a murder spree allegedly partaking in the category. ———- although, if it were a murder spree against, say, a vampire nest, he would so be in.
well, whatever is whatever. if he’s helping someone get away with murder, at least he’ll do it with some proper knowledge. & if he ends up raising suspicion specifically because of the accuracy, so be it. it’s not like dean winchester is the most level headed planner.
❛ damp sponge. toothbrush if it’s dry. blot the stain from the edges to the inside & make sure not to scrub, ‘cause it’s gonna get messy. ❜
❛ my thing is getting to see my mom again. some of us don’t have any family left, man, and if i get mine back? you bet i’m gonna do whatever it takes. take your cartoons and stuff ‘em, you dick. i’ve got an appointment to keep. ❜
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a mouth clamps shut, ironic bitterness now a prisoner of his lips’ confinement. most people would tell by the (accidental) graveness chiseling the scowling lines of his face that there is a HARSH reasoning it hides.
” how is a cop, somewhat trained? ——- you could do that when you’re old & grizzly. vampire hunter camp. make millions. ”
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❛ for starters, not civilians. they’re literally trained to kick ass. least i don’t gotta go through the soreness of showin’ ‘em how to fire a damn gun.
”wouldn’t think that’s the most appealin’ thing. but you’re gonna need a bath before ya’ step in anythin’ of mine. no offence but dirt n’ sweat ain’t really the best smell for ya’. i might have somethin’— hell think sam left some of your old stuff here.
❛ or how about we skip that, you go drink some beer, and i’ll go do my own thing? ❜
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❛ see——- that wouldn’t be a problem, except … your THING is pretty fuckin’ dumb.
don’t think it gives me a sadistic satisfaction t'be your pitbull for the next couple of hours. but, in case you’re bored, heard the cartoon-toon-toon program is ‘round this time. ❜
index stretching, it molds on the shape of the button that hums a doorbell’s tune & in the wake of his await, he finds himself fidgeting impatiently, greens painting over the decorations gracing the walls.
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I do, actually! I don't really dig nonnies for characters such as Sam or Cas, but anything else generally works.
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Crazy spamming of craziness is welcomed.
Any messages seeking advice on personal matters should rather be addressed to the mun for serious treatment.
001 ▌░ I UNFOLLOW untagged NSFW, disturbing triggers ( such as gore, torture & animal cruelty ), inactivity for longer than four weeks & if I don’t see a chance of interaction for us.
002 ▌░ I will role-play only with MUTUALS. Meaning, if I follow you & you follow me, then we can definitely interact.
003 ▌░ ROLE PLAYING: My role playing style consists of scripts, semi paras, paras & novellas, along with icons or ( more rarely ) gif icons. Most of the icons on this blog are edited by me & are fairly easy to distinguish since they are personalized. I really don’t like role playing without an image attached to my replies & chances are I might not interact with you if you don’t do it. I’m sorry, but this is my one insane & unfair pet peeve.
004 ▌░ FANDOMS & OC’S: I'm super open to interactions with OC's, as much as I am with canon characters. What I'm looking for in a canon portrayal needs to be present in an OC, too -- meaning decent grammar, about pages and rules etc. Nothing too extreme, I'd say. Crossovers are my guilty pleasure and given how basically anything is possible in the SPN universe, there aren't limits to the fandoms I can interact with. I might not know much or anything at all about your character/fandom, sometimes; in which case, I'd love to be filled in with some brief information. I won't role play with Winchester siblings, other than Sam and Adam. I won't interact with his sons/daughters.
005 ▌░ ACTIVITY & THREADS: I'm currently on summer break and about to start university in October, when activity might lower. Please be patient with me, since I'm pretty damn slow. I will drop threads out of the blue, specifically unplotted ones or those that are going nowhere. Unfortunately, I won't let you know about this, but you can shoot me a message and politely ask me about it.
006 ▌░ THE SHOW: I'm up to date with the series, aside from a few (boring) S10 episodes I haven't gotten around to watch. I don't have a main verse per say: I can follow the canon timeline or role play in past seasons. It all depends on which setting works best.
007 ▌░ SHIPPING: I’ve always shipped strictly based on chemistry, so if something sparks between our muses and we wish to develop it further, I’m open for it. Please note that Dean is canonically straight, but with a flexible sexuality in AU verses. Shipping is not my main priority, though, mostly because of bad experiences. Also from past experience, I know that Dean is very difficult to engage in a romantic relationship with. On the opposing side, he is fairly easy to engage in sexual relationships with. The younger he is, the more accessible. I don't ship Wincest and Destiel, unless platonic. The only show pairing I ship romantically is Chestervelle.
008 ▌░ NSFW: Despite Dean's inability to keep his lovestick to himself, most strictly sexual smutting will be time skipped. If romance comes into the mix, however, I'm definitely down for writing down the whole deed, for development purposes. Other NSFW content might be present, such as: violence, gore, torture etc.
009 ▌░ GREETERS: In order to avoid bothering people with unwanted starters, I won’t make any of them without receiving permission beforehand. I will most often do starter calls for it.
010 ▌░ ASKS: They can be turned into threads as long as you make new posts for them. If you don’t do it, I’ll know you haven’t read my rules & we won’t interact. Please read the FAQ underneath the askbox. Also, this is a dumb rule, but give the "leaving Dean a pie" messages a break. They are nice in intention, sure, but my inbox is full of them and replying to them has become such a hassle. He likes pie, yeah, but it's not his goddamn oxygen.
011 ▌░ MUSE: My portrayal is heavily influenced by the S1-S5 era, particularly by the pre-Hell seasons. I feel like the latter seasons have stripped Dean of his complexity and he spends most of his time pointlessly brooding, which doesn't personally appeal to me. Therefore, regardless of the season/setting I'm playing him in, he will probably have a pre-Hell aura without me actually trying. If you don't like this, move along and find other portrayals to fit your tastes and don't bother messaging me to change this.
012 ▌░ PLOTTING: If you'd like to plot/discuss a thread, we must interact at least a couple of times first. This way, we can test our chemistry as writers and our muse's chemistry. This is because, I'm aiming to build up long lasting verses that neither of us will lose interest in. For that, I need to be sure that I won't have to force replies because Dean won't cooperate. So - go ahead and interact with me! (: Write me up a starter, reply to an open, like a starter call, y'know the drill! My only request is to keep your starters fairly short, please. I can only reply to long starters if I have an idea about the direction and/or plot.
013 ▌░ ICONS: Personalized icons are not for public use.
If you've read all of this, thank you so much for doing so! I promise I'm much, much friendlier than I come off to be, but I've learned to be as explicit and blunt in my guidelines as possible, in order to ensure everyone's comfort in interactions.
And if you haven't read my rules, I'll likely be able to tell and I reserve the right to ignore your replies/messages.
Mun goes by the name Freya and I'm a nineteen year old girl from Romania, student at International Relations and European Studies with a PhD in lowkey embarassing myself in front of people. I have a Skype, which is available upon request to mutuals and another blog to run.
CHAOTIC GOOD //
combines a good heart with a free spirit.
GRYFFINDOR //
willingness to confront the darkness, to fight for the underdog, to explore and defend.
THE CAREGIVER //
core desire is to help and protect others.
ESTP, "THE DOER" //
blunt, straightforward risk takers, they are ready to jump into the action and get their hands dirty.
AQUARIUS //
don't follow conventional ways and invent new ways to think and implement.
ROWAN, "THE THINKER" //
highly influential, with a natural ability to transform situations and people around them.
TYPE 8, "THE CHALLENGER" //
have difficulty with their tempers and allowing themselves to be vulnerable.
CHOLERIC //
impulsive and restless; task oriented people who seek to get the job done efficiently.
